This is the collective work of lucilla_darkate and judas_denied on this journal.

( ...holding hands with dead girls hiding from the sun )

Title: A Bleak Understanding in Reverse
Author: lucilla_darkate
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rated: NC-17
Warning(s): Incest, language, character death
Notes: Wrote this in a little less than a week, but I think it turned out well.
Summary: It was strange to think that life without monsters could still kill them...

It started with birdsong. Sam was taking a shower and he heard it in the running water. He stood there listening to it until the water had run cold and Dean started banging on the bathroom door. It was pretty music, it reminded him of some oriental story he'd read as a kid about a king and a nightingale. Except the nightingales were in the spray, piercing his skin with their beaks, sliding like hot needles down his back. Once he heard them it was like that gave them power and he could feel them. Their feathers slipping down his spine like fans caressing his bones. The beat of their wings upset the beat of his heart and confused his blood. Every cell in his body was an immaculate crystal.

As of today, all of the 30 Seconds to Mars fanfiction on this journal is locked.

I will NOT unlock it, either. If you wish to read it then I strongly suggest you friend this journal. Some of you have been taking some extreme liberties with our original ideas and thoughts and using them for your own fiction--in particular "The Story No One Knows" and "Strange Days".

While technically that isn't plagiarism, it's entirely too close to it for my/our comfort and it will not be tolerated. My suggestion to those of you that did it is to get your own imagination or just stop writing. What I have to say to the thieves (and yes, I know who you are, bitch) is this: FUCK YOU.

I've had it with this kind of behavior and those of you that felt the need to "borrow" my/our thoughts and ideas should be ashamed of yourselves. Fucking hacks, you are nothing and I hope you understand that, but seeing as how you're too goddamned stupid to come up with your own ideas, I doubt it.

Yes, I am pissed, thanks for noticing.

DO NOT PM ME OR LEAVE ME COMMENTS ASKING ABOUT THIS. I'M NOT LOOKING FOR A FIGHT OR A GOSSIP SESSION AND I WILL NOT ANSWER YOU. ANYTHING OF THE SORT WILL BE DELETED WITHOUT BEING READ.

Good day to you all.

Author: judas_denied
Title: Even a Volcano Has a Price to Pay
Fandom: The Dark Knight
Pairing: Joker/Batman
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Get your head 'round that one. It means that it is my job to tell you the true story of what never happened. Perhaps that's a definition of fiction.
Warnings: Angst, blood fetish, blood play, D/s (undertones), drug usage/slight abuse, dub-con, knifeplay, Pavlovian conditioning, S&M, Stockholm Syndrome
Author's Notes: This was inspired by one of the unclaimed prompts to the kynxpirations anonymous kink meme. The prompt was a selected stanza of lyrics from "Unbroken (Hotel Baby)" by Monster Magnet, which are quoted at the beginning of this story. It was also largely inspired by certain lines from "Silver Future" (Lyrics), also by Monster Magnet.

This is my first fic in TDK fandom and um... I didn't keep it strictly canon. I tried, but it didn't work for the story itself and the story comes before the canon in my opinion. Basically: I kinda broke my toys and prefer them that way. Also, the things mentioned within this fic are possible (otherwise they wouldn't exist) and given the situation I created, I feel that I handled it well. The drug mentioned, however, is an entirely made up concoction involving some poisonous plants and high/nearly pure (read: toxic) levels of LSD as well as some other stuff I tossed in for color and aesthetic value. ::ahem:: That is all.

( The drug burns as it enters his bloodstream. It’s a hundred thousand parasitic wasp larvae chewing their way out of the birth canal of his veins. He grits his teeth and closes his eyes against the all-consuming agony of it as it scorches its way through his system, trying to push down the urge to scream. )

Author: judas_denied
Title: What Jail is Like
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Get your head 'round that one. It means that it is my job to tell you the true story of what never happened. Perhaps that's a definition of fiction.
Warnings: Angst, Chronic (severe) Alcoholism, Language, Violence
Author's Notes: Written for the kynxpirations Anonymous Fic Prompt/Exchange Meme. Prompt was "Something not 30STM - lyrics "I've never been so jealous of the fool on the floor, I managed just to drag him home, I feel pleasantly raw" I think I fucked up somewhere or maybe a LOT of somewheres. Hell, I'm thinking I may've misread the request entirely. Ah... any-fucking-way, here's what came of it and sorry to whoever set the prompt. It's not bad, just maybe-probably not what you wanted. How about I just shut the fuck up now? Ooh. Good plan. See end of fic for one more. I put it there because it's spoilery otherwise.

( He never mentioned it to Sam and in part it was because he had no idea which one of them it was that’d killed the guy. Dean just hustled Sam out of the motel as soon as he could and hit the road, beer bottle condensation soaking through the inner thighs of his jeans. )

Title: Once as Soft as Water
Author: lucilla_darkate
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rated: NC-17
Warnings: Slash, incest

He remembers weighing it in his mind, which would give out first, Dean or his beloved Impala. Used to be Sam would bet every penny he had and his soul too on Dean outliving that damn car. He was always too fucking mean to die easy. He's not so sure now and it scares the hell out of him.

This is my half of a wallpaper challenge that I did with acustica.

The idea is something that I've seen around here and there and thought it would be nifty-good fun to try out as well.

How it works:

One person picks some HQ/HR images and the other chooses the resources/extras to be used. For the next round, they switch on who chooses what. This time I

chose the images and acustica chose the resources/extras.

( Sam & Dean: Wallpaper Challenge #1 )

Title: Through a Glass Darkly
Author: lucilla_darkate
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rated: NC-17 (if not higher)
Warnings: Attempted suicide, bestiality, blasphemy, bondage, D/s, dark themes, dead characters that don’t stay that way, Evil Sam, H/C, insanity, language, S&M, torture, violence
A/N: The dog, Harvey, is named after the dog by the same name accused of driving David Berkowitz insane./ Banner made for me by judas_denied./ Please DO pay attention to all warnings and if you find yourself bothered by the idea of any of them don't read this. If you do, please DO NOT bitch at me about it. Yes, I know I'm a sick, sick individual. I'm okay with that.

( He wonders that love so wretched can still, after all, be love. Even when it’s not the monster under his bed he’s afraid of; it’s the one in it. )

Author: lucilla_darkate
Title: Graves Beyond Windows
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rated: NC-17
Warnings: Incest, language, violence, character death
Notes: Beta judas_denied. Used for quote #401 at the_dark_garden.

( To gaze upon the graves beyond windows… That wound, that star, got to get up, got to see where you are… )

Title: The Great Roots of Night
Author: lucilla_darkate
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing(s): Sam/Lenore, Sam/Dean
Rated: NC-17
Warnings: Slash, het, violence, some language, vampirism
Notes: Major spoilers for “Bloodlust” and minor spoilers for “Dead Man’s Blood”. Beta edited by judas_denied.

( “Will he love you still, do you think? If you’re a monster like those he hunts with such… determination and hatred? Or will he put a knife in you and watch you die and feel nothing because you’re not human anymore? What do you think, Sammy?” )