This is the collective work of lucilla_darkate and judas_denied on this journal.

( ...holding hands with dead girls hiding from the sun )

This is judas_denied and lucilla_darkate.

As some of you most likely know, we've been locking all of our 30 Seconds to Mars fanfiction for a while now due to plagiarism. Well, as of tonight, we've also dumped over half of this journal's flist--all 30 Seconds to Mars people. Because of the plagiarism and harassment via sockpuppets, we've had quite enough. The stress level of this has reached massive proportions for both of us and just recently it's come to our attention that someone who is banned from this journal for being nothing more than a wanky, shit-stirring cuntrag has been gaining access to our locked fics as well.

Some of the people that were defriended tonight likely were nothing more than so-called innocent bystanders, but the fact remains that we were not comfortable having them here any longer. Those people were either comparable members of the thief and the wheedler's flists, never talked to us/commented or were totally inactive aside from being lurkers and they had to go.

This, dear readers, is a case of a few (two to be exact) ruining it for many. If you so desire, please direct all thanks to lizz_88 (the plagiarizer who knew she was the plagiarizer in question, but still maintains her innocence) and enchantr (the asshole who was banned from this journal, but still managed to read either through a cleverly concealed sockpuppet or a mole). So please, tell them both what a wonderful job of fucking others over they have done. They've managed to ruin this fandom for the both of us, have caused The Story No One Knows to be totally removed from public view and now, thanks mostly to enchantr, they've led to us purging of the bulk of this flist. Well done, you stupid fucking whores! Well done!

Re: 30myths_awards and its moderators (and anyone else that‘s just super duper confused about this). lucilla_darkate and judas_denied are not the same person and demon_deception is not a person at all. The two of us would appreciate being contacted separately regarding shit that has to do with us individually, thank you. demon_deception was intended as and is used for the two of us to archive our writing, it’s not a person, we swear. Also, lucilla_darkate would like to point out the stupidity of anyone contacting her regarding these so-called awards because she hasn’t written anything in 30 Seconds to Mars fandom in over a year.

But anyway, the point is, we’re not the same person so don’t contact one of us on behalf of both of us, thank you very much.

Happy holidays, everyone!

Title: Through the Eye of a Needle
Author: judas_denied
Pairing: Sam/Dean (main), Sam/Castiel
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Supernatural
Warnings: Heavy drug use, language, prostitution
Disclaimer: Get your head 'round that one. It means that it is my job to tell you the true story of what never happened. Perhaps that's a definition of fiction.
Author's Notes: Very slight, very general spoilers for S4 and S5.
Word Count: 8,737

( According to the blue that's printed on the inside of your arms you have no plans, no plans... )

Title: Whiskey and Ramen
Author: judas_denied
Pairing: Sam/Chuck pre-slash
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Supernatural
Warnings: Language, liquor consumption
Disclaimer: Get your head 'round that one. It means that it is my job to tell you the true story of what never happened. Perhaps that's a definition of fiction.
Author's Notes: I wrote this for comment_fic forever ago and being me, I kept forgetting to post it. However, thanks to the pestering of a good friend I was reminded--repeatedly--until it stuck. lol
Word Count: 1,903

( So yeah, life sucked and be damned if Chuck hadn't forgotten to wear his helmet. )

Title: Bringing in the Sheaves
Author: judas_denied
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG
Fandom: Supernatural
Warnings/Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: Get your head 'round that one. It means that it is my job to tell you the true story of what never happened. Perhaps that's a definition of fiction.
Notes: Written for the spn_30snapshots prompt challenge.

( Dean has this dream of Sam standing in a wheat field. )

FYI, this is lucilla_darkate, so if you want to wank or bitch about this post, please direct all bullshit to me. You'll get your ass handed to you for your trouble, but at least all the shit will go where it really belongs.

judas_denied and myself have discussed this and we are tired of the random friending and sock-puppets going on on this journal. So here's the thing and pay attention:

If the spamming and wank and friending of demon_deception by sock-puppet journals doesn't stop, we fully intend to private lock every single 30 Seconds to Mars fan fiction on here and we will not make any newly written fan fiction available. See, we both write more for ourselves than for anyone else and while we appreciate your readership and comments, we do not need them. So I suggest if you want to continue reading here, you stop being assholes. And if you want anyone to be able to read what we write, you stop making sock-puppets on the off chance that either of us is stupid enough not to recognize them. We have simply reached the end of our endurance with this crap and we're tired of it. If you've been refused access to the locked fic, there is a damn good reason. Probably something involving stealing our ideas or talking shit about what we write or say, but you're not getting back in so piss off.

Oh, and by the way; we will update our stories when we are damn good and ready and if you don't like it, you can stop reading. We both have lives of our own that demand our attention and we are not made-to-order catalogs. We write when the mood strikes or we don't and you can wait or you can go somewhere else.

Title: Find a Spark
Author: lucilla_darkate
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rated: NC-17
Warnings: Incest, S&M, burning, shotgunning, rimming, PWP
Word Count: 5,467
Summary: If I took this cigarette and put it out on you, would you love me?

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Title: Forgive This Darkness
Author: lucilla_darkate
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: John/Sam
Rated: PG-13
Warnings: Incestuous overtones, language, pedophilia (Sam is 16)
Word Count: 4,472 (this part)
Notes: This is a WIP. Sam/Dean stuff will creep in a bit later, also. And the rating on this is going up as it progresses. Way up.
Summary: When Sam was sixteen, he was bitten by a rattlesnake and everything changed. If John had to pick a moment where it happened, where everything that went wrong between them got its start; that would be it.

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Title: A Little Dream
Author: lucilla_darkate
Fandom: The Labyrinth
Pairing: Jareth/Sarah
Rated: PG (maybe)
Notes: Written for a prompt in comment_fic. Not beta edited, sorry. Also, it's been a few years since I wrote in this fandom, so if I fucked it up, I apologize.
Summary: Sarah never really ever escaped the maze.

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lucilla_darkate here.

Right, so I've been looking everywhere for a SPN community for dark fic and I can't find one. Well, there's one, but they don't really allow Wincest, and seriously? :(

So, um... I might have made one. And I might want you, if you're reading this, to go look at it/join it because it's a baby community and I don't want it to die.

spn_bedlam<==there it is.

Title: There Goes the World
Author: lucilla_darkate
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rated: NC-17
Word Count: 5,000
Warnings: Apocalypse fic, language, angst, incest
Disclaimer: Don't own the characters, just the words.
Summary: Sam isn't invited to this new Paradise the angels are building, and Dean isn't going without him.

The distant rumble of crumbling stone and the hum of two million angel voices vibrated in the floor and the walls, making the bed tremble and the glass of water on the nightstand shake. Somewhere out there, God was throwing sinners into the fiery pit to set the foundation of Paradise.

Title: The Sweet Milk of Concord
Author: judas_denied
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Supernatural
Warnings: Bestiality, Darkfic, Evil Sam, Insanity, Language, S&M undertones, Snakes, Sounding/Urethra Play
Spoilers: General S4
Disclaimer:Get your head 'round that one. It means that it is my job to tell you the true story of what never happened. Perhaps that's a definition of fiction.
Author's Notes: If you're afraid of snakes then this fic is really not the fic for you, please be aware of that before clicking.

Summary/Excerpt: “Floods, they come and wash it all clean,” Sam says and brushes his lips over Dean’s cheek, feeling the heat of the magic in the bowl, but not warm, stubbled skin. “Find me, Dean.”

( Wherever you will go, I will go there with you... )

Title: Deep Six and Counting
Author: lucilla_darkate
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Castiel
Rated: PG-13
Word Count: 1,100
Warnings: Um… none, really. Except maybe blood drinking.
Summary: Castiel’s been down in the pit a long time. Now he has company.

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Title: Under Covenant of Working Grace
Author: lucilla_darkate
Fandom: Supernatural
Rated: PG-13 (Gen)
Pairing(s): None, only subtext
Characters: Sam, Castiel, Chuck, Dean, Bobby
Warnings: character death (haunting), language, mentions of violence
Word Count: 5,963
Disclaimer: Characters and such are not mine, only the words.

Sam can leave Dean’s stuff in his room and go in there sometimes to open the windows, telling Bobby he’s airing it out and when Bobby asks for who, he’ll say for Dean. That’s okay. Just like the paper in the locks is okay. It just is.

Title: A Many Splintered Thing
Author: judas_denied
Pairing: Sam/Dean (Sam's PoV)
Rating: PG-13 just to be safe.
Fandom: Supernatural
Warnings: Dacryphilia (crying fetish), dark, futurefic, insanity (implied/understood), sadism
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: Get your head 'round that one. It means that it is my job to tell you the true story of what never happened. Perhaps that's a definition of fiction.
Author's Notes: Cut text is from the song "Cry" by Monster Magnet. This little baby isn't long enough for me to do anymore without giving the whole thing away. Written for my spn_30snapshots prompt table, which can be found here.

( I hear your heartbeat, your eye is a shrine. )

Title: This Lurid Porcelain Scene
Author: judas_denied
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Fandom: Supernatural
Warnings: Language, Violence
Spoilers: Slight for 5x2
Disclaimer:Get your head 'round that one. It means that it is my job to tell you the true story of what never happened. Perhaps that's a definition of fiction.
Author's Notes: Link text is paraphrased from The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde.

( Cutting his eyes to the side to look at Sam, Dean can’t help but frown at the sight of his bruised and swollen face. )

Title: Backwards Sometimes
Author: lucilla_darkate
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rated: NC-17
Warnings: Incest, rough sex, dead babies, angst, language and spoilers for S4.
Word Count: 17,600
Notes: The quote is from a blog (I don’t know who the author is) called I Wrote This For You. It was going to be a short fic, one in a series of them I was planning to write based on this author’s stuff. But, like a baby monster, it grew. I still may write other ones, though. I’m pretty pleased with how this one turned out.

I always thought that I was sick and you were the cure. But everyone gets things backwards sometimes.

Author: judas_denied
Title: When Hollywood Runs Out of Indians
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Warnings: Alcoholism (no heavy focus), angst, graphic mentions of past torture, language, mental illness, mentions of past non-con, PTSD
Summary: Sometimes Tony sings along, bellowing out the lyrics tonelessly at the top of his lungs. Gibbs has come home to find him naked or mostly so wandering around the house, screaming heavy metal lyrics at the top of his lungs with this terrible look in his eyes; desperate fear and a total lack of understanding that what he’s doing is not normal.
Disclaimer: Get your head 'round that one. It means that it is my job to tell you the true story of what never happened. Perhaps that's a definition of fiction.
Author's Notes: Cut text taken from "Champions of Nothing" by Matthew Good.

Some of the imagery in this is very graphic and may be disturbing to some readers. You've been warned, if you read anyway you do so at your own risk.

( There's something in the way you look that only casts a shadow )