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Anti-Masterplan

If I plead insanity can I still crash at your place?

Created on 2007-04-08 04:22:41 (#12673611), last updated 2009-11-20

1,262 comments received, 153 comments posted

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Name:Demon in Blue
Location:Louisiana, United States
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Devil's Dance Floor
We give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think of us in return.
"Bipolar Affective Disorder as Possible Adaptive Advantage"

You should have seen those mountains, cousin.
Tidal waves of frozen rock like huge implacable parents.

I buried a poem at the base of a tree. I wanted nothing—
no food no drink—just to write one thing on top of another.
I just wanted not to be scared of old Mr. Madness skulldigging around
sporting his diamond stubble
and on my way home, there he was—
standing in the train between two cars
on the floor plates shifting in a racket ever faster
as the train blasted into another country altogether.

I see it, cousin.
You and I had a common ancestor, time out of mind,
somebody with a mad talent for the trance,
for collapsing onto the rusty ground, for tasting the old
blood of the earth.

If you fell down raving, the tribe would attend you—
you’d wake with song-stories to make pictures in the mind.

Without those gifts, the manic-depressed
would have been just a fractious pain in the ass
and get pitched off a cliff.

The tribe would survive and they’d get to keep the art—
a thousand notes to call the ancestors back to the root.

At the onset of mania, Robert Lowell told his wife,
I can feel it in the spine. It’s a funny creeping feeling…
coming up the spine from the lower back up.

Cousin, there’s no romance in this.
So this is it. We’re obligated now to survive
whether or not we still hear the green music we heard as babies
when Nanny held us fast so we’d calm down
and watch the window change to night.

The night was birds changing to wind.
The night all along was feeding us.

The night was a hum and a pulse in her chest
and the hurt escaping her marrow bones
from the hollow the madness had left

— Belle Waring
Welcome to the shared writing journal of [info]judas_denied and [info]lucilla_darkate. Have a seat and let us introduce ourselves.

[info]judas_denied: I hate talking about myself, so I've decided to make my introduction as quick and painless as possible, so here goes: Writer, Photoshop whore and audiophile. Polyfandom and happy with it that way. Fandoms: 30StM, The Dark Knight, J2, NCIS, Supernatural, anything to do with werewolves. Pairings: Shannon/Jared, Shannon/Tim, Jared/Matt, Joker/Batman, Jared/Jensen, Jared/JDM, Gibbs/DiNozzo, Sam/Dean, Sam/Castiel, Sam/Chuck, Sam/Lucifer, Werewolves/Humans.

[info]lucilla_darkate: I wrote my first ever fan fic when I was fifteen in Witchblade and yeah, even I admit that it was horrible. Then that show died and I branched out, reading in Highlander and Roswell and finally Harry Potter, which is where I took up residence for the next three or four years before the last book came out and as far as I‘m concerned that fandom died, too. I write mostly dark, tragic things. My goal is to make you feel something about what you’ve read when you’re done with something I’ve written, and I love to think I’ve made you cry. I read something that makes me want to cry and right away I’m thinking damn I wish I’d written that, and that’s almost always what I aim for. I have written RPS in the past and since I’ve been reading a lot of J2 fic lately, I’m considering it again. I currently write in Supernatural and have put my 30 Seconds to Mars writing on hold until the time comes when I can finish it up without desperately wishing to poison the Echelon water supply.

You will find fic from several different fandoms on this journal. Below is a linked list for each one as well as a link to our fic master post.

Master Post

30 Seconds to Mars
The Dark Knight
Fics by Judas Denied Only
Fics by Lucilla Darkate Only
Harry Potter
NCIS
Other RPS
Supernatural

We have a Zero Tolerance policy for wank on this journal. Anyone wanking will be banned on sight. Don't bring your issues here, this journal is for people to read (and hopefully) enjoy our writing, not for you to come here and behave like a complete douche. Please keep that in mind.
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